Sunday, December 23, 2007

F-R-U-S-T-R-A-T-E-D

to frustrate : to prevent, thwart, defeat, foil, balk, baffle, nullify, stymie, disappoint, discourage, disappoint, hinder, prevent..."to frustrate means to deprive of effect or render worthless an effort directed to some end"....

hmmm... no wonder it feels so bad to be frustrated! ur subjected to so many emotions! :D well, i know it doesnt require me to spell it out, (again), but im frustrated! as frustrated as could be! for the first time in my life im feeling helpless! never before now, was there no way out... never before now, was there no way of making things better by just working harder... never before now, were things so bad, never before now, did God desert me!

im sitting here, waiting for God knows wat, watching everything around me deteriorate... i came here to do something... and im doing everything but that... im waiting.... waiting only to be told that i have to wait some more... im hoping... hoping against hope that there is still some hope left... im praying... praying so hard for my prayers to be heard...

i sometimes feel im teetering on the edge of sanity... one step more n its "goombye sanity! hello insanity!"... its horrible to be frustrated... its not something i enjoy being... its not something i can escape either... n if i do... temporarily, that is, it always catches up... bigger than ever... more depressing than before... aaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

thats it! im too frustrated to think! im leaving this post unfinished! frustration has taken its toll.... again!

1 Comments:

Blogger Unknown said...

Hey I have found a remedy for frustration.
Truely, have been through so much of it, that I just had to find a cure.
Its called "hope"
there is no limit to hope.It is endless.Hang in there dude..better times are not far away...and this i'm saying by experience.

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